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Kudzai Terrence Mushonga explains how he nearly took his own life. Khanyi Mbau’s purported ex-boyfriend recounted his mental struggles in a lengthy letter released by Maphephandaba, an Instagram gossip account. Terrence claimed that his relationship with Khanyi caused him to isolate himself from close friends and family. However, the commotion between him and the YFA reality star highlighted his solitude. He further alleged that the actress was bossy.
He said the relationship with Mbau drove him into depression and he almost ended his life, leaving his wealth to his family and girlfriend.
“For 1.7 years I had a fixed daily routine. Work 18 hours a day, sleep and repeat, and maybe go to the barber. I had very minimal contact and communication with the outside world and my mental health started falling apart,” Kudzai shared. Each time I tried to step out, it disrupted peace In my relationship, so I chose to stay home, only went out when she was home with me and that was maybe after 4 months for a few weeks.
I started losing my ability to communicate well with others socially. I started dying a slow painful death inside me and each time I shared how I felt, the response was always ‘your feelings are valid and dismissed.